IF A GIRL CRIES

 

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly, she’s the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please don`t give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries rite infront of you,
When she cries bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcoz of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say “im sorry”.

To my friends…
Ponder this message seriously.
Don`t do this to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she’s the only one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson..

Plain White T’s – 1 2 3 4

 

 

1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even when I know I’m not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It’s as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you…
(I love you) I love you
There’s only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that’s what I’ll do…
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It’s as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you…
(I love you) I love you
There’s only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that’s what I’ll do…
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

You make it easy
It’s as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you…
(I love you) I love you
There’s only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that’s what I’ll do…
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

 

Hari ni keja dnlot album baru2 yg aku xda lg…in other word..another day to make crime laa..dis song..hehehe..cam lagu budak2 nyanyi blajar 1 2 3..tp pduli apa aku..on bluetooth jgk transfer p henpon..

 

PTD Program Assessment Centre

Mlm sblm PAC

Ntah knapa aku tpikir mo pi buka website spa mlm tu..skali tinguk adeh tempat PAC bsok yg spatutnya di INTAN Wisma Perindustrian, di tukar plak pigi kampus INTAN di Jalan Tuaran sana..di mana tu arr..aku tnya smua org pun nda tau neh..puas aku google tp ndada apa2 aku jmpa slain official website INTAN Sabah..mo d telepon confim la teda org sana mlm2 buta ni..nah mcm nda mo pigi suda ni tau..tgok la bsok pagi cmana.

Awal pagi PAC

Bangun2 jak p mandi lpas tu prepare sikit2 mo p PAC knun..mo pigi ka ndak..jam 7 lbih aku try kol ofis INTAN tu tp teda org jwb..bah mo gve up suda ni..lpas jm 8 try lg ada plak myambut..bah apa lg, trus bsiap mo p tpt tu ikut guide yg org tu bagi..awl lg masi, gerak dr rumah pun blm jm 830..jd snggah dlu d Mc’d bekfes jap..lpas tu baru smbg gerak cari INTAN tu..mmg jauh la jgk, limpas lagi round about after poli kk, ambik corner sulaman, jalan trus ja smpai jmpa pondok pgawal kuning..hehehe tu la yg org dlm tepon tu ckp sma aku td..tem register d pondok pgawal tu dia tnya nda susah ka cari tpt ni, mention baru jugak 1 minggu ni stat buka INTAN sini ni..ooo ptut la..

Sampai di INTAN

Aku igt aku la knun antara org yg plg awl sbb tgok ada brpa org ja sana..lpas register, ukur tinggi, berat, ambil nombor (aku dpt no.108) msuk la p bilik auditorium utk tklimat..waa ramai suda org rupanya..kali no 108 ni means aku org ke 108 yg register..yg aku buat mula2 cari kalau2 ada mmber yg aku knal..ada!!c mel..hahaha..byk2 tu aku tgok ramai jgk yg senior2 berumur ni..waa cmana mo bsaing sma drg ni arr..byk pgalaman suda kali ambil PAC ni, aku plak 1^st time..sdgkan c mel pun 4x da tmasuk yg ni..adeh lain mcm ja aku rasa ni..tp xpala rezeki org sapa tau kan..yg pnting kita buat ja..hehe..lpas dgr taklimat, p minum2 dlu, smpat lagi p scan2 klau2 ada aweks tp mcm teda ja ni..mcik2 dan bukan aweks byk la..hehehe

Aktiviti 1 – Discussion in English

Gini rupanya arr.topik yg mo d diskus tem tu psl national service training, still relevan or not..byk la jgk idea mo ckp tp yg susa ni mo mgatur ayat lg..hehehe..mula2 cm tediam jgk dgr org sebelah kiri n kanan aku nda pandai berenti becakap, lancar lg tu..apa idea aku dlm kepala pun drg suda ckp..bah nda bole jd ni..msti becakp jgk..lg pun aku pnah jgk jadi secretariat PLKN ni dlu..jd bole2 la jgk..hehehe..jd byk la point yg bole aku ckp, slain mbawa discussion tu dr berputar di situ2 jak..

Aktiviti 2 – Debat dalam bahasa Melayu

Ooo klau bahasa melayu ok la sket..bole jgk goreng2 dlm pikiran ku..grup pn tukar jgk utk xtvt ni..baru la plak aku tnampak 1 awek yg bole ckp cun..tmasuk panelnya jgk..tajuk debat pengalaman bkerja lebih penting dari kelulusan akademik..fuh!!mmg kaw kaw..sblm tu, d sbbkan awek tu ada dlm grup pbangkang, aku pun join pbangkang la jgk..hehehe skali kuar tjuk tu..cm myesal plak aku pilih pbangkang, mmg kena abes2 la kami ni, mati hujah.tp xpala yg pnting bukan sapa mng sapa kalah, sedar2 rupanya aku x byk plak bcakap dlm debat ni..fokus tganggu sket sbb ada awek n panel tu pn cun jgk..ngeee..nah apa la kjadiannya ni..tguk saja la nnti..

Aktiviti 3 – Seni Robik

Lpas mkn, solat, tukar baju, bkumpul d tenis court sana..bah ini la yg plg mcabr ni..suda la jrg exercise, baru lpas warm up tekapus2 da nafas ni, blm lg dia pnya exercise..mcm mo mnta gve up ja tp tgok panel2 tu serius ja mnengok2 kami..bah apa lg, tulis markah la tu..tpksa juga ikut smpai abes.mmg ada juga la yg gv up mcm yg veteran2, besala tu..ni yg muda2 ni klau gv up jugk adeh..malu geng..yg geli hati aku bila buat tekan tubi, tem bdn turun tu smua jatuh abes,mengampai biar pun panas tenis court tu thn jgk, tmasuk la aku..yg mana aweks sblm ni nmpak aweks muka jadi merah2 suda..hehehe..aku jgn ckp la, mndi peluh suda ni kali..

 

Abis js smua xtvt kami pn blik la.nda larat btul suda ni..mo bgambar2 pn x mampu..smua pikir mo smpai rmh cpat mo rest smpai puas..sapa2 yg mo kasi btul alignment tulang2 tu bole la dtg p Beverly, byk massage sini ni..hehe..apapun ada rezeki ada la, xda rezeki kalau mau lagi try next time la..aku? ada la suda pgalaman ambik PAC..sma bangga jd grup plg awl guna fasiliti di kampus INTAN yg serba baru ni..

Kampung Nelayan BBQ Hotpot

    

Lebih kurang 10 jam dari 24 jam aku hari ni aku di 1B…continuously man..haha.smpai pnat mcm mo tcabut jgk kaki ni..round2 satu 1B..Totally kira mcm 2x kluar la aku ni..yg 1^st dgn miss NKMJ sama adik2 ksayangan n kazen2nya..then lepas tu sama hosmet aku dan mmber2nya..Yg 1^st kluar ni mcm besa ja la..bwa drg p makan, main game, round2 mkn eskrim..habis ja slot aku sma drg ni, mls la mo balik rumah lg, sbb mr.rizal pn mo kluar p 1B jgk..Mo bwa c joe jln2 1B la tu..mo mkn sma tgk wyg sana..smbil2 tgu drg ni smpai, aku pn stay la di 1B smbil2 tgok match Ball 9..tak silap aku match KL vs KK la..Smpai ja drg ni, plan mo mkn dulu..tp d mana..haa plan mo mkn di hotpot..c am pnya suggestion..dia bilang pernah mkn situ skali..siok sbb kita yg masak sndiri apa kita mo mkn..tp lupa2 suda tpt kdai tu..1^st time aku dgr ni, bpikir aku ada ka tpt mkn nama hotpot d 1B ni..lpas beli tiket wyg antoo fighter jm 2120, kami pn mcari la tpt mkn yg c Am ckp tu..mo mcari kdai mkn ni la yg bikin kaki ko tcabut pusing2..smpai la ada idea2 yg spatutnya d ckp awl2..”tgok la map tu baru tau d mana..”ntah aku ka c joe yg ckp dulu ni..apapun, mmg ptut tgok map pun..suda dpt tptnya di 1^st floor, mo mcari lot kdai tu yg bikin pnat lgi..suda la mmg pnat gila time tu..lapar lg ni..dlm ht aku ckp..”kdai ni kalau suda ssh mo d cari..msti mknnnya mantap ni..”cari pnya cari last2 jmpa jgk..ni dia..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

mmg aku slama ni nda pnah nmpak pun tpt ni..jgn bilang nmpak, pigi pun dkat2 sini pun xda ooo..btul2 ssh mo cari la..di depan kdai tu ada la drg display menu2 yg ada..yg combo set tu ok la standard cm kdai mkn lain..tp nmpak mcm sedap..besala time lapar ni apa pun nmpak sedap..tp yg kami mo mkn ni buffet BBQ hotpot..harga?hehe bole thn jgk la..RM32/person..x tmasuk 10% service tax..huhuhu…bpikir2 jgk kami di luar..tp mmandangkn time mo tgok wyg lg..kami pn msuk la dgn niat ambik combo set jak..skali waiter tu ckp kalau malam xda ala carte, siang jak ada..ceritanya tpaksa la jgk kami ambil buffet jgk..ndapala..bkn jgk slalu..bah apa lg..byr mahal2 tak kan mo kntrol2 lg mkn..bukan jgk kebaruan tp mmg suda time lapar pastu kna lg buffet ni.. hehehe..ngam la tu..lgpun ada lg yg bikin kami suka bila baca notis ni (yg tulisan besar ja kami baca);

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bah apa lg mo tggu..hehe..ikut nfsu suda ni, bkn lagi mkn namanya..c am berabis mgambil ayam sma dging mo d msk..mo brapa kali aku nda kira..smpai auntie yg duduk meja blkg kami pun snyum2 tgok apa yg ada dpan kami..tp biar la..yg pnting mkn..byr ba, bukan nda di byr..hehe..steamboatnya mmg x mhampakan..mmg lama suda mgidam steamboat ni..mmg mo mkn cm gini mo ramai2 baru rasa syiok..mcm ko mo berebut ja kasi abes tu apa ada dpan mata..mkn mkn jgk..time wayg suda dekat ni..aaahh..nda pa tu..aku ckp sma drg.. “nda pyh tgok2 jam, makan seja ko joe, tiket wyg ja ni, bukan tiket flight, ko lmbat pun bule msuk jgk tu..awl2 masuk pun trailer sma iklan jgk tu ..” hahaha..aku ka jgk ni ar..bole2 plak aku ckp cm gitu..agak2 smpai tahap kekenyangan yg mlampau, baru la kami pigi counter mo mmbayar..kami 4 org total RM140.80, aku kira2 balik, btul la jgk, RM32/head plus 10% tax servis..time mkn lupa suda psl 10% ni..ndapa la..mantap jugak mkn sini..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

p/s: miss NKMJ, nnti kita p mkn sini ar sm drg angah and adi..diorg blanja..hahaha

Bunkface – Situasi

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku Reputasi kini menjadi bisu dan aku, ku layu disitu Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru itulah impian aku Dan bila kau menghilang Musnah la, musnah impian tuk menggapai bintang terangi hidup ku Ku mahu kau tahu engkaulah, destinasiku dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi menempuh hidup yang ku temui dan aku, ku tunggu .. oh oh oh disitu Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru itulah impian aku Dan bila kau menghilang Musnah la, musnah impian tuk menggapai bintang terangi hidup ku Ku mahu kau tahu engkaulah, destinasiku dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…Dan bila kau menghilang Musnah la, musnah impian tuk menggapai bintang terangi hidup ku Ku mahu kau tahu engkaulah, destinasiku dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…Dan bila kau menghilang Musnah la, musnah impian tuk menggapai bintang terangi hidup ku Ku mahu kau tahu engkaulah, destinasiku dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Prison Break is BACK!!!

Yeyeah…season 4 yg d tgu2 rupanya suda start..mcmana aku ble lupa show ni start September ni..mungkin sebab excited puasa dan keja yg x brapa banyak..hehe..lagi 1 knapa drg jun sama esham teda story psl ini barang time lepak di Grace Point td..huhuhu..xpa missing topic la tu. Apapun smpai2 ja d rumah aku ternampak plak psl season 4 ni..igtkan preview ja tp bila aku igt balik tarikh hr ni..memang sah..x syak lg..aku suda ketinggalan..rupanya awl September tu lg suda start..3 episod suda men!!!waa tnpa buang masa trus cari link dwnlod dia..movie yang aku download time tu aku bg stop..priority utk PB..malangnya premium rapidshare aku baru jak tamat..so tpaksa la mencari2 link adrive yg nsib baik aku bole dnlot time tu jgk..ni baru jgk lpas layan marathon 3 episod tu.. hehehe..mantap memang mantap..x sbr mo tgu next epsode..

Bg yg blum tgok, sori la sb aku spoiler benda plg best dlm crita ni..Sara still alive..yeah..igt teda can lg mo tgok muka cun dia ni dlm PB..tu jak la..mo tau lbih tgok la sendiri..hahaha..ni yg tmbh bt aku bsemangat tgok crita ni..besala, season baru ada watak yg baru..ada jgk watak yg dihentikan..apapun hopefully crita ni makin lama mkin best..so far tiada apa yg menghampakan..dlm last season jak aku frust sebab dr.sara teda..hehehe..

La la la kerja kerja

Bila member2 tanya ko kerja apa skg..aku jwb senang ja. Customer Engineer..hahaha aku sndiri baru jmpa ini keja time mula2 dpt ofer job ni dlu..dlm hati aku customer pn ada engineer ka..rupanya keja ni yg p jmpa sama klien, buat keja ikut request dr HQ, dan try solve problem dan insiden klien..tp bila aku pikir2 balik bgus ckp keja technician jak, sng dan teda apa susah2 mo xplen..lagi 1 bila kena tnya d mana aku keja?Hmm..ssh jg mo ckp..kalau aku ckp d sabah org ssh mo pcaya..kalau aku ckp d rumah pun nda bole jgk..tp yg btulnya mmg keja aku based area KK d mana klien ada..mostly gov, army and police la..dan stay d rumah ja..hehe..bg member2 aku yg da tau drg phm la tu cmana keja aku ni..best tu mmg best..rilek..dduk d rumah jak, tgu request atau insiden dr klien baru la aku ada keja..kdg2 boring jgk sbb lgsg teda keja mo buat..tp bila time ada keja, time tu la aku rs org yg plg bz..4 sure mmg bz bg aku ialah pd awl tiap bulan..sbb time ni la mo kumpul resit2 utk claim..Lmbt hantar means tedala claim masyuk 15hb tu (aka gaji no 2 la ni)..slalu jgk aku tlewat hantar ni..jd tpaksa la claim aku d bawa ke bulan depan..

Tiap pagi aku akan clockin (kira cm punch card la) dkat website kitorg kira2 pkul 830 dan clockout 530 ptg..ala mcm ofis hour la jgk..tp beza kitorg staf region ngn staf sentral ialah drg dkat ofis kami d rumah jak..teda bos tgok, teda monday briefing, teda pressure, hehehe..kdg2 aku mcm x pcaya keja aku mcm ni..btul ka keja aku ni..lpas tampar2 pipi aku tau la aku bkn bmimpi..mmg la kluar sket dr field yg ptut aku ambil tp aku enjoy dgn keja aku skg. Spatutnya dgn degree yg ada aku masuk department SSD (Software Service Development) tp kalau bole aku mo bsara la dr keja2 programming ni..jd aku pun apply la department MSD (Managed Service Department) dan buat keja aku skrg ni..Tgok la kalau ada ofer keja yg lg bgus dan best mcm ni, mgkin aku akan consider..so far, blm ada lg..jd aku stick to dis job la dulu..org ckp cari xperience..ada jgk mo di isi dlm resume kalau mo apply keja lain nnti.hehe

Secondhand Serenade – Fall For You

“Fall For You”

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

WordPress..here I come..(again :))

Salam, kalau ndak silap suda lama aku register blog wordpress ni..tp teda pnah update sejak 1^st entry lg..hehehe (pemalas punya urg pdhal hari2 online) sampai mau login wordpress tadi pun lupa password..tpaksa la reset password..ini blog yg ke-4 mgikut pkiraan selepas FS, MP dan blogspot..ahaaha register jak tu mula2 igt mau jd blogger yg aktif kunun..tp hampeh pnya blogger..

Aku tpikir mau bgiat balik dlm blogging ni pun sbb my ums buddy mr.esham aka (shamo23) yg suggest. Sblm ni aku slalu pigi baca2 dia pnya blog..nice blog I can say..tmbh lg aku baru jak angkat lptop baru ni..hehe..jadi bole la smbil baring2 di 2 tmpat favret, couch dpan tv d ruang tamu dan bed tmpat aku membuta..

Bah..byk mo crita ni tp 1st entry ni cukup la smpai sini jak dlu. Jmpa dlm next entry..(kalau ada la..huhu)